Tomorrow is a big day. At least in the world of Erin. Tomorrow is my overnight sleep study. I am maybe, kinda, sorta, just a little bit scared shitless. Like I said in my previous entry on District 9, I am a wuss. Really, it is a big day because I could potentially find out what has been making me feel increasingly unwell over the last 2+ years. It could have a huge impact on my current quality of life. I am scared that I won't be able to fall asleep and so they won't be able find anything. I am scared that they won't find that I have some treatable sleep disorder and that I will still have no answers and continue to struggle and search.
Yesterday was also sort of a big day. The following is an excerpt of an e-mail I received yesterday:
"I love you.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you."
I don't think there is much that will make a girl's heart melt faster than that.
I hope your sleep study goes well. I won't mollify your fears and do the whole, "I'm sure it will all go just fine!" thing because I hate when people do that... but I do think that regardless of what happens, the outcome will be useful and helpful.
And if you're stressed out there, just think about that email. How beautiful - it brought tears to my eyes. :)
Aww! Amazing how a few simple words can turn us into a puddle of mush huh? =)
I hope your sleep study goes well & you get some helpful information from it.
Thank you, Candice. You knew the exact right words to say. So long as I can sleep (I am bring along my friend Ambien which is not a guarantee but it should help) you are right that it WILL be useful and helpful. Even if it just rules things out.
I am sure the words from the email will be repeated over and over in my head tonight. I am so lucky :)
Dawn, yes it is amazing the effect a few simple words can have. He actually repeated that twice in the e-mail. Double mush! Haha.
Thank you so much for the support. Of course I will write a follow-up post in the next few days to let all of you wonderful and supportive people how things went.
Hope the sleep study will be a revelation for you as it was for me.
Happy to see things working out in the end
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